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NUMBER DISCONNECTED

The past searched me hard Stood right up next to me Trying to convince me I was still part of it Still romancing it Still black and white in it The words slipped past The silence in between And you tried to tell me I was still on your mind I was still a part…

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MY SELFISH DESIRES

I just want to see myself as beautiful To look in your eyes and know it’s true That the things I do, matter to you That the time we’ve spent hasn’t been wasted And that these things you’re going through That you will resolve them soon Because, though they are eating at you They are…

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INHERITED SELF-IMAGE

Good morning beautiful I say to her I love your outfit I compliment her Let’s fix your hair I love to help her It’s always the same I tell her how pretty she is How proud I am of her It’s always the same She tells me I am pretty And that she loves me…

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MY FOOLISH ABSURDITY

My nerves are shot I can’t sleep I am gnawing Chewing, ripping My fingers until they bleed I blame your words Your sweet offering To be my friend To ALWAYS be there Wait no… That is all in my head I am actually alone Your words are make-believe A fantasy you created And tried to…

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IT’S MY FAULT

It’s my fault That most days I look in the mirror And I hate what I see I don’t see my face Reflecting back But my integrity The things I’ve done The things I’ve allowed The mistakes made The foolishness The stupidity Giving away pieces Of my well-worn heart To strangers Who don’t really care…

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GRAVEYARD OF LOVE

Originally posted on Hastywords:
It is hard to watch those you love wrestle with themselves.  I admire the strength it takes to end something that isn’t making you happy.  However, sometimes all that strength gets used up and you are left with nothing but sadness, weakness, anger, and numbness.  Again, I will say, love is…