CONFESSIONAL AFTERMATH

 Daily Prompt: Dear Mom

by michelle w. on December 14, 2012

 Write a letter to your mom. Tell her something you’ve always wanted to say, but haven’t been able to.

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First, this Daily Prompt is redundant for me.  My life is pretty much an open book but I wrote my mom and dad a letter…a very personal letter…and addressed it to the world.  It seems I have had plenty of reasons lately to link to this post but here it is again for anyone who has not read it yet.  I originally wrote the blog post because of another daily prompt.  So I guess you can say…the daily prompts are causing me to focus on areas of my life that need…I don’t know…attention? 

Since the post…here is what has happened:

I have connected with some really amazing, inspirational people.  People who I look forward to hearing from, reading about,  and learning with.

My mom and I talk more…we text a lot which I love.  I still don’t know how she feels about what happened or how I handled it but I can guess at those things.  I imagine there was a sense of betrayal or failure…maybe some anger…but she is compassionate too and she wears her heart on her sleeve.  She worries about others constantly.  Because of my parents I have strength.  I hope they know that!

Some people have told me I was a coward for telling my parents the way I did.  I can only say…well yea…maybe…but I wouldn’t change it…it was as courageous as I could be.  I would have been braver to tell them face to face…but…

I hope this is my last blog post regarding this matter….I feel good at the moment with where I am.  After blogging emotional-rape  yesterday I actually did feel….like I am heading in the right direction.  Thank you to all my followers for your support, your love, your inspiration.  Thank you to my family for loving me.

I may sit in the shadows singing myself to sleep

I may wallow for a time in self-pity

I may linger too long searching for myself

In the reflected images surrounding me

But…your smile, your support, your love

They mean everything to me

I may hide for a time in silent darkness

I may shelter you from the pain I feel

I may seem distant and hard to reach

When you hold out your hand out to me

But…your smile, your support, your love

They are the world to me

I may lash out and call you names

I may be selfish thinking only of me

I may seem ungrateful, maybe even

You believe I just don’t care

But…your smile, your support, your love

Cause me to be a better me

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