What do you do when you never feel like you are good enough? Is everyone that way? I know the easy answer is to surround yourself with people that make you feel good enough but it really isn’t that simple. In fact, these feelings can be downright complicated.
I can turn the best intended scenario or circumstance into something to be insecure about. It can be a word, a look, a strange smile. Sometimes, you will never be good enough for someone because you aren’t the person they are looking for. Maybe at one point you were exactly the right person but for complicated reasons people change. I want so desperately to be ENOUGH….but when is ENOUGH never ENOUGH???
I live in that place you speak of ;-( alwasy doubt, my words and paint. always reaching for the next wrung be it in spirit or heart and soul.
always
B.
Gee, tell me what you really see and think…
This makes me… feel… sadness… (…sigh…) What is my connection to these words of yours..? (…thinking…)
~J
I am thinking too. What else can I do? I guess there is always more…that will never be enough. haha
So true.. why do we tell ourselves we are not enough? Why the unnecessary sabotage?
I am going to do my best to stop that….be more content with myself.
I find when I’m not obsessing over the past, or the future, and I’m aware of my present, then I am pretty content with myself at this point. Seriously, it’s the yesterday’s crap and the ‘what-if’s’ about tomorrow that get me frazzled the most! So silly really…
Yes! Lets! I’m a writing-duet-virgin.. so this will be fun! When ever you’re ready, jus let me know!!
OK!! Will do..
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